Do you know how much I enjoy my new job?

I have been here since three weeks ago as a marketing officer. Coming from different background and industry, I am super excited to learn its business model, products, cultures, and definitely its people. 

I love the environment, feels like home! 

Blank and my personal goal setting

What do you expect for today?

What do you wanna do today?

What do you wanna achieve today?

What will you do to fulfill your expectation?

These four questions always come in my mind everyday. But today I can't answer any of them.

I am thinking about my dreams, trying to reorganize them, break down in detail, yeah, I called them; short term and long term plans. Things that I wanna achieve in the next 3 years which means before 25 years old and things I wanna achieve next.

I plan, god decides. All I can do are focusing on my dreams, doing my best efforts and praying.

Being idealist vs being realist

Idealist and realist

These two words are in my mind since last four days!

Emotional control

I keep repeating the same mistakes.

Guilty feeling always come up late, right? It's always there after you did mistakes. I hate it, because feeling guilty means I didn't do good enough.

All I can do is just asking for forgiveness and do something to calm my mind.

Happy birthday mom..

Yesterday is my mom's birthday! October 30, 2013

She is the only one (+dad) who can see me from my dreams and my way living my life. Happy birthday Mom! I will do my best efort to make you proud of me!

Bunch of hugs and kisses from your daughter! 

My supervisor in Tokyo said..

I remember what my supervisor said to me when I did my internship in Tokyo.

I overslept and came to the office late. I apologies to my supervisor, talked to him directly and sent him email that I was feeling so bad. And this is his reply:

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October 19, 2012

Well, you don't have to apologize to me, rather than to your self.

This is "just and internship, but if you actually start working somewhere, it's those daily actions that will determine how your colleagues/clients will think of you.

One of my former managers used to tell me "Building up trust takes a lot of effort over a long period of time, but you can lose it at once with just one or two mistakes".

I also oversleep sometimes (almost everybody does now and then, we're humans after all), but you've done it almost once per month now... that's a bit too much for our taste.

Gunji

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Yes, I came late to the office almost 3 times since I started my internship there. At the first time, I came late for 5 minutes, second time for 2 minutes, and last time was the third time for 1 hour.

But what I want to say, the way he treats me can make me feeling so disappointed to my self. I promise, it will not happen again.

Am I good enough in Finance?

It is a big question for me.

In Junior High School, I might say - I am the queen of Mathematics. Our first monthly examination, only two students got 100, they were Alhamid and I - the only girl, awesome right? B-)

In university, I don't know why mathematics, finance, and accounting were really hard for me. My grade was only B-C. They looked like a big enemy, so scary!

But what I want to share now is I just get the sense of finance and accounting. Haha. Maybe for some of you, it is common. For me, it is unusual and a good achievement that I can deal with them. Yesterday, my boss asked me to make payment voucher for company's monthly expense. I did it perfectly. B-) It's good to learn something out of my comfort zone! ;)

Thank you Pak Simon for giving me chance to deal with finance and accounting stuff :)

I am stuck!

While writing this blog, I am still in the office where people are on the way back home or get stuck because of traffic jam.

Everyone said I am lucky. I did my global internship program in Tokyo, a week after I finished it, I start working at business and management consultant company from Australia in Jakarta. Honestly speaking, I am feeling complicated now. 

After 6 months far away from family, I just stayed in Padang only for two nights, and went to Jakarta. How crazy it is! I even could not take a breath, enjoyed Padang and met friends. 

Somehow it is true, as my parents said, it's bit hard to get a job which match with your passion and field. But what I need at this time are holiday, vacation, having fun, and enjoy my time with family!

I miss the time when I finished my class at university or organization activity, I could go hanging out, laughing, sharing, doing a lot of fun things!

Please tell me how to deal with this situation! I am stuck!

Dear God..

I know I am not a perfect human who always walk on the right track..

But I am doing my best to go on your way..

I wish for many things..

I give a lot of efforts as much as I can..

I pray to you..

I believe on you..

You are the only one who can take me to the right path..