Monday Morning

Dear Dilla,

Please stop complaining without solution! Don't be so childish, please be wise!

Regards,

Yourself

Choice

Goodness gracious me!

I don't know why recently feeling out casted and easily irritated by the surrounding. And this word always comes in my mind - "future". How do I see myself in the future?

Day by day, I get so many news about some friends will get married soon, she is in pregnant, she was born a baby, she has a baby girl/boy now and so on so on.. These things are about to get me crazy! How could they do that? For now, I am still thinking about my academic, career development, self actualization and how I can make family proud of me. I have no idea if someone asks me when will I get married? Or I might answer in the next 3 or 4 years later? Or am I just feeling envy to see them ready enough to have new life and share it with someone they love for the rest of their life?

Please correct me if I am wrong.. or it's all about choice?

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Sorry, but recently I hate these words:

• Impossible
• Tired
• Complicated
• Too much
• Lazy
• Be slow

I might say they are doing business conservatively! They don't care about their people development! They do business randomly! Goodness gracious me!

Hey! Don't you know and realize people is the most valuable asset in an organization? why don't you try to treat them well? Why aren't you willing to explore each of them? 

You might not be an ideal organization, but in the couple of the time, you will be an ideal just if you want to do it. For me, there is a tiny gap between realistic and pesimist!

*in the middle of random time*

Late post: Rafting!

Finally, I made it! My first rafting experience was awesome and amazing! I went there with my colleagues on Christmas Day, December 25th 2013 ;)

Hello 2014!

This is my first post in 2014! Lemme share to you my life recently..

New Year Eve 2014

Flashback to NYE celebration several years ago, I just realize that I celebrated it with AIESECers, and this year as well! Thing made it special is we work at different companies (except Bank) and definitely different acitivities, but we still could celebrate NYE together! Togetherness is priceless..

New Haircut

My first selfie (when selfie could make me happy! Goodness gracious me!) in 2014 with new haircut and new resolutions!

Job

It has been almost 3 months I work at my current employer. I (tried to) enjoy my work. I learn a lot from my (super) boss and colleagues. Despite all good things, I still feel that I haven't challenged myself  enough, I still want to do something bigger than I could do, do something new, and go to new places where I can explore more!

Targets and Resolutions

Here I am now in 2014, with so many targets and preparations for the upcoming excitements!

• Praying completely 5 times a day (Subuh will be the biggest challenge, hmm I don't think so)
• Getting used to do "sunah" pray
• Getting scholarship abroad (I should focus more on this one!)
• Dealing with TOEFL and IELTS (nothing is impossible)
• Monthly saving targeted (by changing my lifestyle?)
• No "soda" drinks (I am pretty sure I can do this, last year I could survive without eating instant noodle haha, so proud of myself)
• Family is proud of me!
• Relationship (Isn't it too hard to achieve?)

Wish me the best of the luck in 2014!!