Do you know how much I enjoy my new job?

I have been here since three weeks ago as a marketing officer. Coming from different background and industry, I am super excited to learn its business model, products, cultures, and definitely its people. 

I love the environment, feels like home! 

Blank and my personal goal setting

What do you expect for today?

What do you wanna do today?

What do you wanna achieve today?

What will you do to fulfill your expectation?

These four questions always come in my mind everyday. But today I can't answer any of them.

I am thinking about my dreams, trying to reorganize them, break down in detail, yeah, I called them; short term and long term plans. Things that I wanna achieve in the next 3 years which means before 25 years old and things I wanna achieve next.

I plan, god decides. All I can do are focusing on my dreams, doing my best efforts and praying.

Being idealist vs being realist

Idealist and realist

These two words are in my mind since last four days!

Emotional control

I keep repeating the same mistakes.

Guilty feeling always come up late, right? It's always there after you did mistakes. I hate it, because feeling guilty means I didn't do good enough.

All I can do is just asking for forgiveness and do something to calm my mind.