Choice

Goodness gracious me!

I don't know why recently feeling out casted and easily irritated by the surrounding. And this word always comes in my mind - "future". How do I see myself in the future?

Day by day, I get so many news about some friends will get married soon, she is in pregnant, she was born a baby, she has a baby girl/boy now and so on so on.. These things are about to get me crazy! How could they do that? For now, I am still thinking about my academic, career development, self actualization and how I can make family proud of me. I have no idea if someone asks me when will I get married? Or I might answer in the next 3 or 4 years later? Or am I just feeling envy to see them ready enough to have new life and share it with someone they love for the rest of their life?

Please correct me if I am wrong.. or it's all about choice?